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Birthday on 27th July 2014
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ex-temasekpian
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WISHES&WANTS♥
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My Needs
a. Office-use Laptop (Or for Gaming=X)
b. Room Refurbishment
My Wants
1.A good job
2.Enroll to Uni for Degree
3.Apple iPod Nano
The Impossibles!
i.Eat all the foods in the world(Wah!)
ii.Sing until I die
iii.Enjoy Life♥


LOVES♥
  • BASKETBALL<3<3<3
  • FOOD<3<3
  • Music
  • Photograhy
  • Learning:)
  • Reading
  • Comics cum love stories
  • Love storybooks
  • Sports
  • Animals
  • Shopping
  • Exploring new things
  • WORLD PEACE!V-.-V
HATESN
  • Fakers
  • Selfish Kia
  • Girls that flirts & acts weak
  • Bias people
  • Being neglected
  • People who look down on me
  • 没良心 没心肝 没血没泪 的人
  • Smokers
  • Hypocrites
  • Unfairness
  • Injustice
  • Inequality
  • Discrimination
December 24, 2011
@ 23:04

I think my Blog hates me.
I seldom blog or even drop by.
I am just too Lazy.

Btw, went to SgForums recently and saw an interesting post.
Now I shall share:

Lucid Dream
Defn: A lucid dream is any dream in which one is aware that one is dreaming.

P.S. If you have a good memory, you will be able to remember I once or twice mention it before.

In a lucid dream, the dreamer may be able to exert some degree of control over their participation within the dream or be able to manipulate their imaginary experiences in the dream environment. Lucid dreams can be realistic and vivid.
A lucid dream can begin in one of two ways.
1. A dream-initiated lucid dream (DILD) starts as a normal dream, and the dreamer eventually concludes it is a dream
2. A wake-initiated lucid dream (WILD) occurs when the dreamer goes from a normal waking state directly into a dream state, with no apparent lapse in consciousness.
Lucid dreaming has been researched scientifically, and its existence is well established.

Many years back, during my Secondary period, I have 1 lucid dream every 3-4 dreams.
Halfway dreaming, I am able to have this strong mental awareness and control to realise that this is actually just a dream. And apparently, if you know its a dream, you know its fake.
So you start to wonder around the dreamy environment, attempting to do stupid things that you can't do it the reality world.
Scenario 1: I was walking/chitchat with Junyin in school, there were little students. Suddenly, I realised this is a fucking dream, and then I started running around the school and then I went to the canteen, jumped into one random stall took a knife and chiong to the basketball court and stab someone inthe heart.
The person is not my enemy or what just a random guy, so innocent. Lol. Then I forgotten what happened next.
I had many lucid dream, but it is hard to remember the details.
But for scenario 1, it is so fresh even until now, it is because it was my FIRST lucid dream. After that day, I had umpteen lucid experiences. I started telling my friends, but they either don't understand what I am talking, never had the experiences, not interested to talk about it or had forgotten. LOL.
I thought I am the only weird person on weird, until I saw on the forum, I am just one of the minor minority that has the ability to do so.
It is quite hard you know, you need to force yourself.

But another more common type of dream is to force yourself to wake up from a nightmare.
Everytimes, I had a nightmare, I couldn't really control myself to play with the dream, I just wanna wake up from it, its way too scary and heavy for me to handle, I force force force myself to wake up.
It is so freaking tired to do so you know.
And the worst part is, if you managed to force yourself to wake up halfway throughout the nightmare, and the reality time is always like 2am? 3am? SO YOU STILL HAVE TO SLEEP, and always you will go back to sleep like 1min or 15sec later?
THEN THE FREAKING NIGHTMARE CONTINUES. KNN!
There was one time I force myself like 4 times?
(Nightmare, force wakeup, fall asleep) x times?
KNS! So I learnt a tactic to conquer this fucking thing.
When you managed to force yourself up, do something else, like play with your handphone, delete messages listen radio music, view photos, go watch tv, switch on your room lights and do something, or drink a cup of water, whatever. And do this activity for like at least 8-10 minutes? Then you can peacefully go back to sleep, and no more dreams for that night.
Hais, this is so torture, but I have to do this.

I bet most people will experience this b4. They just don't share or what.
LOL.

I have lots of freaking things that I can talk about, like how we should appreciate people in life, how is the universe formed, how many planets are out there? Is there another time zone that contains the exact same living origins we have on earth, what is outside the universe, god ghosts spirits love, dreams, how should we manage our feelings our emotions our impression to people to stranger, how to manage a relationship with human beings, what is in vacuum, the hard lives of people in the other side of the world, the unfairness in life, why isn't the rich helping the poor, how much more we much have to do to achieve world peace. Etc etc etc.
When I talk these things to my friends, they either say I siao or not interested at all. I feel that they couldn't have a good conversation on profound topics. I couldn't find someone who is able to do so with me.
Very disappointing. I am still looking for that someone. A friend, someone who is able to have a good conversation with me on all these topics that I always wanted to express my perspective on it.
YOU MEI YOU REN?

LOL. Btw, Merry Xmas.

my heart is with you ; 23:04;