My Blog is dead.
I thought after my Internship and Temp work I am able to get into blogging again.
But I have quite some things to do.
Like resting, exercising, O' Levels Eng and Major Project.
Not to forget the school fees thingy.
Aiyoyo, why other people also 19 yo, I also 19 yo.
Yet I got so much things to worry sia.
Hais Hais. Zhen Ma Fan.
I wanna score well for my last semster.
Not because I wanna enter a local Uni, but because I somehow know I can do it:)
Ya, together with my beloved Darling.
And one bad news, before SIP I was 48kg.
When to the gym with an empty stomach, after intensive exercise I weighs 50.5kg.
Means that my normal actual weight currently is 51kg.
I gained 3 fucking kilo during the 8-9 months period.
Ya, 晴天霹雳. It's a DISASTER.
Everyday eat le jiu sit in office blow aircon.
Everyday only know how to look forward to Lunch and keep planning what to eat next.
I don't want fat also hard la.
But I bo bian la. I very xin ku sia.
Stupid habit of mine, stomach ming ming full le, but mouth still itchy still wanna grab something.
Greedy la. Everytime says one go on diet, facebook name put what will slim down one day.
PI LA! Slim my head la.
I continue this pattern, 不肥 已经要谢天谢地了
SLIM DOWN to 45KG, 比登天还难.
Chi la Ka.
Face Pretty No Figure also no Use WHAT.
Last time in Secondary School, go shopping with my mother.
I WAS ALWAYS SPOLIT WITH CHOICES.
WHY?!?!
Cause I look PRETTY in almost everything!
Ya, I swear. I wear this or that dress, one word CHIO.
Last time act la, act boy la. Don't want wear skirt don't want dress.
NOW FAT LE, want wear also NO WAY.
KNN LA.
CB.
Now wear what also ugly.
Mini skirt, very uncomfortable. fat thighs.
Dress, hip and buttocks so big, boobs so flat not match la.
Shorts, so tight.
Jeans, knn my legs don't look long anymore. KNN LA.
Wear what la? Wear nothing lor.
KNN KNN KNN!
Stay at home 面壁思过 suan le.
Hais. Everyone knows I love to eat le. I enjoy eating.
I really like to eat. When I eat nice food, 我会发自内心感到快乐.
But after 14 yo, eat 10 kg, gain 20kg.
I ming ming know the logic yet I don't want to control.
Now see other teens their legs like stick like that.
I SOOOOO wanna donate my fats to them. So that can equal balance mahs.
CB. Hao la, cannot blame other people. Is I ownself greedy. HAis.
I will Jiayou de.
Bless me.
