December 31, 2010

@ 00:39

Yeah !?
So TODAY is the last day of 2010
A not too bad year
Yet, not that fantastic either=/
Can't remember exactly what I wished a year ago
And neither do I know what I wished had came true a not
So, ya just let it be
Every year is the same~
Wishing, and forgetting what you wished, and then another year passed-.-

Only things that change:

1. Your age
2. Your physical appearance (more wrinkles, longer hair etc etc)
3. Your wishes
4. Boyfriend (if you are a playgirl)
5. Older skin (Getting more and more concern with this)
6. Fav idols (Some la, must depends)

Things that most probably never change:

1. Your mentality
2. Your attitude
3. Your mannerliness
4. Your fav food-.-
5. Your studies results
6. Admiration towards younger, prettier, richer and smarter girls
etc just listing it for fun

Things that you WISHED to change but NEVER will:

1. Better results
2. Taller Height
3. Slimmer body shape
4. Bigger eyes
5. More money in wallet
6. More fame (not for me)
7. Boobs cup-size
8. Get younger (BU KE NENG)
9. LESSER HOMEWORKS CUM PROJECTS!
10. More holidays
11. For working adults, salary increase!

Face it guys, that's life.
Let it be, nature WILL takes it course
But not confirmed with YOUR way

Let's bo liao abit talk about my fav idols k? (Can skip if you want=x)
Compare to year 2009:

1. My goddess is still Angelina Jolie
2. The songs I know how to sings most still goes to singer Lin Jun Jie
3. I still admire Tyra Banks attitude
4. My fav MediaCorp actress is still Zoe Tay (Ginger older the spicier)
5. I still thinks Jay Chou is talented and Jolin is a super hardworking dancer
Cant's remember much sia, just these few~

Family still the same over 18 years-.-

Flaws still the same flaws
-small eyes, big foot, thick curly hair, long fingers, 800 degrees eyes (damn kelian k), round nose, bloated tummy, itchy scalp, fat thighs(FMLx) I dunno la.

Best Friends and Sisters still the same group of girls:)
Darling is still JWD :D and will still be.

Here are my wishes:
1. Better Poly Results (GPA la)
2. Still be with JWD
3. Dad tio Toto, Mum tio 4D, Bro smarter and maturer
4. Invisalign (Who dun wants perfect teeth if they got money sia)
5. New phone, new desktop (Necessities)
6. Slim down to 45kg, even better 43kg...

Many MANY MANY people says I am very okay le, and why am I still wanting to slim down?
I am not over obsessed with myself, just wanting to get back to where I am from.
Feel great, is great. I admire girls with good figures. Sometimes, hope to have their figures.
But I want to achieve not their figures, of course, but a shape that suits me BEST.
Able to fits clothes perfectly well. Not thin, but just just-nice.

If you gain weight, but fits into clothes well.
YOU ARE FUCKING PERFECTLY FINE!
However, when you gain weight, yet when you fit into especially shorts, and your thighs just kidda burst out. I dunno how to say. TO ME, that's not okay. And it's time for no diet diet.

And I damn jialet, seriously. My shorts alot cannot wear le. When I pulled up KNN stuck at my hip/butt there. Then my thighs parts very tight, very uncomfortable. Wear shorts, my meat sticks to the clothing (by right shouldn't be like this, should be just str8 legs nvr stick de), then fucking sweaty.

Every living girl in this world, just have their own set of best-shape-for-me, definitely varies with one another, depends.
For mine, I don't expect model skinny, big boobs, and long skinny legs.
I just want straight legs, without the extra meat over there hanging on my fucking thighs.

Slightly bigger boobs, actually dun nid also nvm, I'm happy with my current size. Muahahahaha
And my tummy, for people who SEEN it before, I do the before and after eating stomach.
The big difference, rmb? Haha.
Now I siao liao, before and after all look like AFTER meal.
Bloated, dunno why all air inside-.-
When I wear shirt, just got one big big thing sticking on the shirt-.-
Wunt go in de-.- FML.

It's not about what you think of me, but about how I feel about myself.
If I feel great, I feel comfortable. If not, I started to nag that I wanna go on a diet.
I super girly in this sia-.-
Different people different views.
Doesn't mean I am wrong, nor am I right. Right?

Ya, I admit I am not OVERWEIGHT, but I am just IN FACT not at my suitable perfect shape
Just forever hoping I will go back to my sec2 figure sia.
-.- Okay, stop thinking, stop thinking. Haha.

Everyday, people says my eyes~ I xi guan le, from young.
When I was young, I never thought it was much of a problem. It was only when I was in my teens. People started saying how sad it is, school mates started finding it very DIFFERENT.
I look into the mirror, I think 'kua zhang la', got so small mehs.
I still can see my eye balls lehs. Hehe.

Guys, got realised a not? Sometimes, when you seriously wanna list all your wishes down, you just can't think of any. Yet, during the year, you everyday just wish for this and that, here and there. Accumulate until like endless wishes sia. Concurrently, just can't think of any sia.
I tried~

Don't lie

May your wishes come true, and your new year be a better one:)

Happy 2011 in advance!

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