Aiseh aiseh
Ahhui talks about me in her blog siol.
She cap my name somemore! And got heart shape beside siol...
HAHA. :)
TIMETime sucks.
Cause you can't slow or stop it...
Time passes by
I look back and miss everything
I look infront, and look forward to it.
The only thing that I don't wanna it to happen
Is getting old and have to die
If there is one person on this earth, who will do anything to stay alive
I guess it's me
Cause I really feel terrified even when I think about it.
I am 18 yo now
2 more years I am going 20.
And many always say
Girls reach 20 and they get older faster
I have no doubts. I have no courage to not be scared.
Seriously.
I want to stay here, this sweet sweet teen of me
I rather do whole lots of projects
whole lots of tutorials
attends whole lots of lectures
I rather study, than work.
I rather learn, than get old.
I don't want it to happen.
But no matter how much I don't want, I resist
Time does not have a "Pause" button.
I have to face it, somehow...
20 years gone
How many 20 years can one go thru?
How many? 5? 6? 7?
No one is immortal. No one is God. No one is going to live that long.
Assume I am very lucky, I gonna live till 80...
That 4 20years
And I have gone thru 1 quarter on my life
See, life's short, live wisely everyday.
At that spot, every second is insignificant
But at the LAST spot, you regret wasting all that wasted seconds
So what, you can miss it, but not have it once again.
OMG. Life sucks la. Time sucks more...
I hope by the time I am going somewhere else...
Someone very pro invented some sort of "Immortal pill", or created some sort of machine
You go in, then come out, you won't die liao.
Woah. Life rocks la!
Hais. See, I am also dreaming. I am so unrealistic.
Hais. Tell me la, you don't hope that 'miracle' will happen one day mehs?
Walau. Hais hais hais.
Trust me la, if you feel scared, you will cherish all your time more than ever
That's why, sad or happy, be happy
envious or admiration, choose admire
cherish or neglect, cherish
love or hate, love laaa
cry or smile, smile
laugh or emo, laugh
learn or play, both
slap or kiss, kiss
do good deeds or bad deeds, good
revenge or forgive, forgive
ya. life is full of choices. Make the right one. Make your life more worth the tell.
Hold on to your every current second, cause you won't know which one is your last
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