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thatgurl
♥ V I O L A
♥thatgurl named viola is mie
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Birthday on 27th July 2014
163cm tall (hopefully taller:])
ex-changkatian
ex-temasekpian
currently-working-FT-@Gov=]

WISHES&WANTS♥
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My Needs
a. Office-use Laptop (Or for Gaming=X)
b. Room Refurbishment
My Wants
1.A good job
2.Enroll to Uni for Degree
3.Apple iPod Nano
The Impossibles!
i.Eat all the foods in the world(Wah!)
ii.Sing until I die
iii.Enjoy Life♥


LOVES♥
  • BASKETBALL<3<3<3
  • FOOD<3<3
  • Music
  • Photograhy
  • Learning:)
  • Reading
  • Comics cum love stories
  • Love storybooks
  • Sports
  • Animals
  • Shopping
  • Exploring new things
  • WORLD PEACE!V-.-V
HATESN
  • Fakers
  • Selfish Kia
  • Girls that flirts & acts weak
  • Bias people
  • Being neglected
  • People who look down on me
  • 没良心 没心肝 没血没泪 的人
  • Smokers
  • Hypocrites
  • Unfairness
  • Injustice
  • Inequality
  • Discrimination
November 14, 2008
@ 13:38

I didn't lied to you
When I say I couldn't call
I admitted I've been talking late at night recently
But there's nothing I did that is truly wronged
My friend called and we chatted
At that moment,
I am also worried about my bill
Please for goodness sake,
don't think that I feel that the friend of mine is worth for me to waste my money and you are not
He promised to help pay my bill and therefore I am willing to talk
I didn't call you
Coz I know I wouldn't let you pay
That's why.
You're different and you're surely not

I know people might think that all I cared for is who to pay my bill and who to not
But no one truly understands my fears and my worries
I am in a situation where no others will know
I am in a condition where people never experience
I am in a state where only my thoughts controls my life
and so what for I sacrifice
for all the things that I know that wouldn't be mine

It's alright if you don't understand
Coz I know myself, it's hard for people to see the unseen inside
I just don't want you to think that I am a lousy person
a playgirl
an unfaithful woman
or whatsoever
I believed that my choices are right
and it's the best for you and for me

I am sorry if I gave you false hopes and dreams
That made you think that I will be
when I will not eventually
I am guilty for promising without fulfilling
I am scared for all you can see are the actions and not the intentions
I hoped you get it, that I never meaned to hurt you in anyways
You are my friend and no one will ever hurt his friend
I regretted so much for letting you fall so deep and landing you so hard on the ground
for pulling you up to reach the comfort and life and then tear you off without concern
I am apologizing for all that I have done, brought and said that make you in anyways
feel upset, disappointed, uncomfortable, lost or hurt
My feelings are beyond any words and all I can think of is sorry to say
I'm sorry, truly

I believed the pain in me for doing all these isn't lesser than what you experienced
It's more hurting to hurt someone than to be hurt by someone
Please an infinity times,
don't hurt yourself by skipping meals and not sleeping at nights
Life still need to goes on even without me
You still need to eat, you still need to sleep
It's not worth it at all
Don't, in anyways, hurt any parts of your body
I will be terribly upset and gulity
The more you hurt yourself
the more I can't take it

Hate me all you want, hate me all you can
I rather you expressed all your anger and frustrations with actions and words
than you quietly bear the pain and hurt yourself without reasons

I didn't lie, I just... broke my promises

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my heart is with you ; 13:38;