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♥thatgurl named viola is mie
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Birthday on 27th July 2014
163cm tall (hopefully taller:])
ex-changkatian
ex-temasekpian
currently-working-FT-@Gov=]
WISHES&WANTS♥
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My Needs
a. Office-use Laptop (Or for Gaming=X)
b. Room Refurbishment
My Wants
1.A good job
2.Enroll to Uni for Degree
3.Apple iPod Nano
The Impossibles!
i.Eat all the foods in the world(Wah!)
ii.Sing until I die
iii.Enjoy Life♥
LOVES♥
- BASKETBALL<3<3<3
- FOOD<3<3
- Music
- Photograhy
- Learning:)
- Reading
- Comics cum love stories
- Love storybooks
- Sports
- Animals
- Shopping
- Exploring new things
- WORLD PEACE!V-.-V
HATESN
- Fakers
- Selfish Kia
- Girls that flirts & acts weak
- Bias people
- Being neglected
- People who look down on me
- 没良心 没心肝 没血没泪 的人
- Smokers
- Hypocrites
- Unfairness
- Injustice
- Inequality
- Discrimination
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October 15, 2008
@ 18:31
Was thinking to get myself another blog.Which will make me owning two blogs:)But I doubt that I can have two blogs using a single email account.So I thought of creating another email account(after my O's).Hopefully, I am able to get it done asap.O' levels is not around the corner neither it is approaching nor near or whatsoever.It is already proceeding to be exact.Ever since May when we had our chinese paper.Hahas.But the exact theory paper(excluding the MT) starts officially on 20th OCTOBER!Tomorrow will be the sci practical examinations.Countdown-less than 24hr.Honest-speaking, I had never felt so nervous for any writing examinations or major ones in the past.At most I will sweat like hell, which I normally will, when the weather is sucking hot.But now, or to be exact, concurrently, my heartbeat don't beat fast, I don't sweat, my mind don't go blank or whatsoever that is or are the synthoms of nervous-ness.The past just flashes through my mind as if I am going to die.Times when I am supposed to study and I didn't.Times when I am supposed to listen in classes and I didn't.Times when teachers were talking and I was sleeping like a log.Times when I am asked to attempt homeworks and I just leave them aside for them to rot.Times when I am supposed to revise at home but instead, I was playing the computer for hours.Times when I am supposed to attend remedials but I went out to meet guys for stupid chatting sessions.moremoremore...I suddenly realised something,I HAVE WASTED LOADS LOADS OF MY TIME!!!And now, I am regretting, I supposed.Instead of beating faster, my heart beats slower and slower as if it is going to stop anytime.I knew I got alots to do, study and revise, but I just don't know where and what to start from.Everything is well-planned in my mind, but everything just didn't proceed as planned.Wth~I sometimes cry for no reason.I went to sleep when I am not feeling tried at all.I eat when I am not at all hungry.For once, I thought the world is stopping and actually everything never exist or happen before.Nothing is real, nothing was real.Everything is just nothing.I just felt so nervous, so scare, so terrify.I want to cry, want to cry, cry with you beside.Someone please tell me, are these synthoms of nervous-ness,or I am actually suffering from some sorts of mental disorder or crazyness???Baby, I need you.For once, I did somehow study.But what I am afraid of is that I might forgot everything when I am in the exam venue.I prayed hard for all these not to happen.Life is amazing.I always thought I am a very optimistic person.But no matter how optimistic a person is,he or she will have times when negative things flashes through his or her mind.And she or he can't make it back to be seemed as a good or positive thing.Holy shit- I am now crapping.LBNL, I remembered someone 'promising' to wish me Goodluck everyday I sit for my O's.But somewhat, I forgot who he is.SHIT!Hahas.Thanks San Francisco and Cedrick for solving my chemistry problems just now.Hahas.If I got distinction for science, treat you both erm... one BUBBLETEA pearl(please don't lol or diao).Hahas.No more 'if s' lerhs.Concentrate on studying.Memorise the whole FNN textbook.DDNV must help me, hahas.Nehmind, I should depend on myself.Going off soon after posting.To dinner=)But most importantly-GOODLUCK AND JIAYOU for all of my friends and those who are taking the practical tomorrow.Don't be nervous(though everyone will most probably be nervous) and stay calm.JUST DO THE BEST AND BE THE BEST.Just pour everything you learned in the past four years.Hahas.LIFE is full of challenges, this is just one of it.So just face and fight it through.JIAYOU!!!Luck is most probably the biggest and strongest thing you need for practical(efforts too!).Remember SQ loves all of you!MUACKZ<3<3<3Labels: I am going for battle~, I love you. But now
my
heart
is
with
you ;
18:31;
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