No dream is too far to reach
No love is too tough to make
No school for me todayThat's why I am here happliy bloggingand not revising for tomorrow social studies prelimMaybe later or soYesterday English was quite alright for methough I don't quite understand Passage Aluckily I am not the only oneI just hope I can get a pass at least to boost up my confidence for my upcoming O' devilsI really need itHais~The virus in my computer is getting worst and destructive everydayIt has been sending unknown also unharm wedsites to my friends that are online in MSNI got no idea how it enters my computer and managed to hack into my MSN accountI am so infuriated cause I have to explain everything to all of my friends that recieved the websitesWhat a waste of time and of course energy!!!What worst is that though it send websites to my friendsand it's suppose to have a record in my history conversationBut there's no such record in my history conversation!That's why I can't trace down the source of itWhat the hell!!!Must I really change to an new account before this go any worst(though, it's already gone worst)???But I am too lazy to do soI just love the name of my emailAiyoyohs~Pardon.Can computer life be any worst that this???Apparently, he's been Avoiding meEscaping meIgnoring meRejecting me (hehes, new word to describe=])And I really can't stand it any longerI am going to have a crack on my headHe do and did these only to meHe's really asking for a beating from meArgh~PrejudicedBias-guyHais~I cast my pride aside and approached youThis is something me seldom doBut you just rejected me in the face and hint me to leave you aloneI always tell myself not to ever cling on you againBut how can I possibly do that???I love you or I hate you???Both???I am just contradicting myselfCausing myself to be in a dilemma stateFor a second thought,I think that's love indeed.Why should I put you on the spotMaking myself to think and believe you're a jerk afterallIt's actually all my fault, you seeTo think that all these are things you're supposed to doYou have the right to avoid, escape, ignore and reject me~Okayy~~ Okayy~~ just shut up for heaven sakeARGH~What am I doing just now???Utter nonsenseJust take it as I am crap-ing.Fuck off!!!成全
到家以后
你掉头就走
连再见都没说
我望着背影
慢慢离我远走
我心碎 你耳聋
一个人散步在海滩
我看见什么
他和她手牵着手
我走向他们
心早已知要说什么
他看着我 我瞪着他
我问你爱我吗
你说你爱爱爱
我问你爱她吗
你答你也很爱
我问你身旁的她
同样的问题
她轻轻地点头 不敢看我
现在轮到我
掉头就走
不同的是
我是带着微笑离开
你问我爱你吗
我没转身回答
我不爱 不爱了
心虽然很痛
但我领悟到
放手让步成全爱的人
也是幸福的一种
我没伤害他们
我没伤害自己
我是做了一件我该做的事
我清楚明白我已解放了背负
我很快乐
真心地感到快乐
You are just like a elder brother
who take care of me
protects me
advises me
loves me
I am in good care when I am with you
But, but, I don't want you to be my brother
neither do I want you to be my guy
I just want you to remain as who you are now
I want to be forever under your protection
I want to be protected but not belonged
I know this is selfish
but can you be my guardian angel always?
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