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♥thatgurl named viola is mie
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Birthday on 27th July 2014
163cm tall (hopefully taller:])
ex-changkatian
ex-temasekpian
currently-working-FT-@Gov=]
WISHES&WANTS♥
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My Needs
a. Office-use Laptop (Or for Gaming=X)
b. Room Refurbishment
My Wants
1.A good job
2.Enroll to Uni for Degree
3.Apple iPod Nano
The Impossibles!
i.Eat all the foods in the world(Wah!)
ii.Sing until I die
iii.Enjoy Life♥
LOVES♥
- BASKETBALL<3<3<3
- FOOD<3<3
- Music
- Photograhy
- Learning:)
- Reading
- Comics cum love stories
- Love storybooks
- Sports
- Animals
- Shopping
- Exploring new things
- WORLD PEACE!V-.-V
HATESN
- Fakers
- Selfish Kia
- Girls that flirts & acts weak
- Bias people
- Being neglected
- People who look down on me
- 没良心 没心肝 没血没泪 的人
- Smokers
- Hypocrites
- Unfairness
- Injustice
- Inequality
- Discrimination
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September 15, 2008
@ 11:49
Let me start my 'going to be' very long entry by writing messages to the various people:Siman: Same sentiments, I really can, sometimes, read and see through minds of others especially people like Ah yin and you who can never hide your enthusiasm towards the things you are really concern with.Thanks for the compliment! loves<3Last but not least, I feel that there is really a need for me to get my views clear and straight.I am not influencing you neither am I forcing you or criticizing your choice nor telling you that you had had a decision wrongly madeBut disencouraging you and suggesting you and advicing you that you can make a better choice afterallBut afterall, I want to tell you thisI respect your decision no matter what it isIt's your choice and I can never interfere your personal plus love-life afterall, right?Ah yin:Heiheihei. Apparently, I am not those who only cares about the appearance of people okayy?Aiyoyohs, Making myself clear, obivously.Realising something which I knew it long agoYou love to object the things and the decisions I suggested but whenever I ask you for making a decisionyou rarely get anything out your brain.Aiyoyohs. hahs. Right?I really have to say this loud and clearThose people that you had mentioned earlier on that is actually good in their charactersYou are just so likely to be all wrongedYou can't and never can you judge whether a person is good or not by the way he/she treats youYou can only judge, in some circumstances, a person is good or bad by how he/she treats every single one around him and not only one person.Because that's the right and correct way to judge someone or somethingEveryone has favouritism even for the person who stands by justice, fairness and equalityThose people that you mentioned that are good are not actually as how you tend to think they areMaybe, of course, most likely, these various people treated you well as to achieve some ungood motives-like bitches do-or do they have some agenda towards you.I rarely confirm a person is good as I can't ensure that this person is showing the full and real true self of himself/herselfI can only say he/she is good to me but not he/she is good overallUnderstood?Believe me, the coughcough and siman's coughcough aren't very good people(no offence to siman)Just because both of them had you treated wellit does not meaned they are good afterall.And also, just because both of them had me not very well treatedI cannot say they are bad too.Hope you catch what I said.To Ahhui:I know you won't give it a damn to what I said later onBut I really want to say, sorry for any offences I make.I really think that you are making yourself sounded pitiful and lonely when you are actually blessed so much than those in Africa and many more others from the third-world countries.Okayy, I try not to get carried away to so farfar awayLet's take the ones nearer us, Singapore=]There's so many children who does not have homes like us, not having both parents with them like us, not having the opportunities to study in normal-schools like us, not having to eat and live the way they want like us.Think in another way, better angle, of course, we are blessed by whoever above to be able to born in such a country and homes which is actually what many others wish and dream and hope and pray for.Instead of appreciating, we are always complaining, blaming whoever is therehow unlucky we arebut we don't know how actually lucky and blessed we are.Not that you are alone, just that you chose to be a person,to always keep a distance with whoever you knowYou enclose yourself and believe it is pointless and meaningless to show and present your ownselfYou had never try, how would you know?This world isn't as dark as you think,isn't as cold-hearted as you believe,isn't as empty as you always thought.Warm and secure are always there, it's just the matter of you whether to find it yourself or not.Friends are not for displaying or for nothingBut for you to confront to whenever you encountered things you felt upset withFor you to share withFor you to believe inFor you to love forI am not trying to hint you that you should and must tell us everythingbut just want you to know that friends are always there for youYou doesn't have to speak a word actually...really...Don't give up on everything in life just because something, some one thing that made you experienced pain and sadness.Be forward-looking and believes that happiness will one day come towards your way...Just believes.Be hopeful, man=]That's all I have to say to you.Jiayou! loves<3To Mannie, Ah yin and Ahhui:Heiheihei, yoyoyo...I really wanna diaolonglong.You three are just so same in the things you all like to compare.All of you like and I meaned love to compare who is more pitier and who is more unlucky in life.Where got people compare and fight to win such a dotdotdotz things?Hahas.Okayy larhs, all of you are the winners of being the most unlucky and being the most pity one.Win liao you all. So lame.Loves anyway<3Xuhan:I sometimes thinks that you are too concern with maintaining the relationship between you and your ahleoAnd sometimes, maybe you don't know, starts to lose direction in the studying part.I always give you advices to go home earlier to revise than to wait for himI know you and him are going to study and will studyBut you have to and must put some distance in between it sometimes.Don't always 'stick' with himHeed my advice, man.I am right, ain't I?I don't wish to write the reasons of my advice as I am afraid you will felt depressed over itAnd I don't wish that to happenNo offences to ahleo if you're reading it.Really no offences...No agenda too...Hais....To someone who currently having his relationship, feelings and ties tangled with some sort of blood-sucking bitches:(think Ah yin and mannie will know who I am refering to bahs)Boy, I treat you as a friend of mine and therefore I gave you my advice which I think you really need it.But instead, you didn't heed my advice.And why shall I be bother about your life and death anymore?I've done my part as a friend.From now onwards, I shall no more interfere anything about you.Let's just wait and see,how the painful journey starts.Let's just watch how the bitches have your blood slowly suck.(take it as I am just exaggerateing things, I don't give it a damn afterall)Changkat:I really, till now, don't get it why is there a need to avoid and escape from meI really don't get it.I don't find myself showing too much of liking you that the whole world might noticed it.I really hate it when I see you doing these.You know yourself that I will be upset of these things you doBut you don't give it a damn and carry it on so much like nobody's business.Nvm.During times, I look at you and wonder.I realised that you are never as good as I always thought you are last time.But true enough, you are a evil one.Devil as to be exact.But just like Mannie, I don't know why I still like you so much after all the things you did to meMannie, I agree with you.Love this thing is just so weird and crazy.So hard to explain but it is there, and you can feel it.Argh.It is painful but still, I cherished the times when I can just look at you.Just like what many say: So near yet so farBut to me: So painful, but I still love you. It's empty but I can feel that it is strong too.What crap and I talking!?Argh.To DDNV:Ohs~ We seem to be drifting further and further apartTime and distance made our friendship blander and empty-erI really appreciate the times we had been togetherLike chatting with you.really.But I know it is hardly possible nowAs we both have our own things to do and work to be busy withNo more time spared for us to chat like we used toSorry...a millionbilliontrillionxillionzillion timesIf I disappointed you again and I know I will afterall.Forgive me, I have my own reasons.Sorry again.Sometimes, it is not that I am busybut that you don't wanna ask whether am I free or not.Don't always make me the one who take the first stepBoo~I am a girl afterall.Hahas.Finally, I done writing my messages to peopleLooking back, it's a long one.Hahas.I didn't expected it to be like this too.Hahas.Just like what Ah yin said, didn't expect the unexpected.Okayy, I had my literature paper today.
Wasn't as difficult than the past papers.Kinduff confident.Mrs Goh's methods did worked afterall.Thanks all to her,I cried during the test.Hey, don't get the wrong idea.Blame all to the poem behind.Mrs Goh just loves to give poems that are so emotional and profound in the meanings hiden in it.This is my second time crying lerhs lehs.First was during mockexam, God, that was sad indeed.But the good thing about me weeping over the poems is that I get to understand the meaningsand able to feel the sufferings the speaker is going through.I am able to stand in the speaker's shoes and think in his point of viewThat's exactly what literature is all about.I end this now bahs~You guys getting tired lerhs bahs.Such a long entry.Paisei.有人说两个人相爱距离是一种美但如果相隔得太远或太久那会是一种危机opps~Heard this from the movie barnyard:A strong man stands for himselfA stronger man stands up for others.Clapclap. Totally agreed=]Sorry for the long and tiring entry.Sorry~Gonna study for tomorrow exams.To myself: Goodluck! Remember shake hands with Ahhui to get some of her knowledge and intelligence and brain juice!=]Labels: You reappeared.
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