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Birthday on 27th July 2014
163cm tall (hopefully taller:])
ex-changkatian
ex-temasekpian
currently-working-FT-@Gov=]

WISHES&WANTS♥
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My Needs
a. Office-use Laptop (Or for Gaming=X)
b. Room Refurbishment
My Wants
1.A good job
2.Enroll to Uni for Degree
3.Apple iPod Nano
The Impossibles!
i.Eat all the foods in the world(Wah!)
ii.Sing until I die
iii.Enjoy Life♥


LOVES♥
  • BASKETBALL<3<3<3
  • FOOD<3<3
  • Music
  • Photograhy
  • Learning:)
  • Reading
  • Comics cum love stories
  • Love storybooks
  • Sports
  • Animals
  • Shopping
  • Exploring new things
  • WORLD PEACE!V-.-V
HATESN
  • Fakers
  • Selfish Kia
  • Girls that flirts & acts weak
  • Bias people
  • Being neglected
  • People who look down on me
  • 没良心 没心肝 没血没泪 的人
  • Smokers
  • Hypocrites
  • Unfairness
  • Injustice
  • Inequality
  • Discrimination
September 20, 2008
@ 14:24

Let me start by writing the entry which I didn't managed to post yesterday

19th Sept
Was late for school
I did it in purpose
And I don't know what's the reason of me doing that
Okies, I am like so weird
9 out of 10 times I am late
Are all due to my purpose-ness
To my surprise, many are late too
Sat there like an idiot emo-ing
Mr Tan was weird, didn't want to mark attendances for the upper sec
He just let us go without even signing the permission-to-enter-class slips
I don't even give it a damn to ask why, therefore I 'lead' the others in school.
Lame~
Everyone was staring at the latecomers and giving us a weird expressions on their faces
I hate it, man.
That's quite a embarrassment
Bleah.
Sat behind xuhan(what a coincidence) and Ahyin was like so surprised seeing me
She goes: (the expression of OMG) When did you come arhs? I never see you lehs.
Me: ... (lazy to explain)

The 5Ns were missing during English lessons
Hack-ing care
Got back:
Compo section 1- 18/30 (improved)
Letter Writing- Not yet
Compre- 6/25 (deproved)
Summary- 9/25 (deproved)
Good enough, I have improved quite a lot in my compo
I have been passing that ever since I practiced my speak-and-write-good-english
Okies, I am definitely glad for that it has worked.
Pathetically, my compre and summary dropped tremendously
I haven't been getting single digits for these two sections and now,
the worst have happened in my Prelims!
So buck up, lady!
Maths lesson wasn't any better for me to speak
Release of results for only paper1
For the I-duno-how-many-times, I top(in class) at least for one maths paper
Paper1- 50/80
That's shouldn't be good, at least to me.
I felt extremely disappointed with myself and my stupid-carelessness
I top the class for such a low score but I am upset with it in some ways
If this is a mark for a student in e1 or at least e2
That's would be the lowest and I have no doubts about it.
Okies, back to the 'happy' matter
Mr Ho didn't praised me at all neither did anyone in class did
Most of the guys go like: OMG, you got the highest? That's so impossible
All of them think I am being proud or what
when I gave the expression that I am very disappointed
when actually I should be happy instead.
But I am really very down with my results
and why should I fake my smiles even if I got the highest
and that's ain't above my expectations???
That's so not right!
When I scored the highest
They criticized me
When I scored badly
They laughed and look down at me
So, is this actually the nature of human beings???
If it is, I really suits nowhere here!
The only teacher that has ever praised me is Mrs Ho
That's why I respect her so much.
Hais~
That's so heart-breaking to be in a class like this.
No one will ever appreciates and sees the good things about me.
Aiyohs~
I don't give it a damn to continue to think about things that don't really matter to me
Sian...

P.E lesson dampen my mood and of course irritated me the most
Played a basketball match with few of my classmates and my P.E teacher
Mr Oh if I am not wrong
Me, xuhan, haziq and Mr oh-1 team
Aishah, Ros, tina, weilun-1 team
Speaking of the malays girls, they were totally so lame
They kept laughing all the way and weilun was like the only player in the team
He kept showing off his skills though it was really fantastic
10 three-pointers in a row
Wth...
He NBA or what??!!
Me was so stunned by him and he was like no-smile at all, acting cool.
I was like giving all my effort playing but someone wasn't at all.
I really felt very infuriated with xuhan
Okies, indeed, she scored 2 goals
Not to mention about these coincidences
I really felt like scolding her hard in her face and chasing her out the court
She was so a vase like what Ahyin always hate
I finally can understood why Ahyin has such deep hatred towards vases
They only act girlish in a boyish game
And never wanted to give in any efforts in helping the team
This is no team-spirit
And I hate it so much
If you don't want to play with all your might, might well you don't play at all!
Someone threw the ball to her
and instead of catching, she closed her eyes and screamed like what-the-hell
letting the ball roll out of the court.
Laughers arose but I have really nothing to laugh about
That wasn't something to laugh about
That was something to be angry about!
Okayy, you guys will think that I'm being too serious
But sorry, if you were a player having to play with all you can trying so hard to score and to get the ball
but yet seeing someone having the chance to score but not doing it
I bet anyone else will be angry and I have no doubts about it.
That didn't happen for only once but umpteen times(thks, Ahhui)
and I can't tolerate anymore and therefore I no more passes the ball to her even if there was good oppotunities.
Bleah.
So act girl
So act fragile
So act scare
For goodness sake, vases please leave the courts.
No efforts given, no games played.
I really don't want to continue this topic any further though I have so much more to say
Bleah...
That's just pull my mood down.

Before entering our destination for lunch,
we stopped at a shop which sells woman clothes.
There were some evening dresses being displayed outside
and we hereby stopped to take a look and also to compare which is our favourites.
Ahyin did something so pervert-tic
That totally leads me to having a thought that she suffered from mental disorder
or having to be possessed by some sorts of pervert man
She flipped up one of the dress up and 'peek' what is inside!!
That was so not her.
But she was like doing some natural actions without much needed of thinkings.
I bet no one can imagine what the scene was like at that moment
Ahhui, mannie and me were like so stunned by her actions but ended up laughing like crazy women.
Ahyin, take this as a lesson
and also thanks God that the shopkeeper didn't saw what you did
or not you are so going to be in deepdeep trouble.
Hahas.
---
For lunch, we sisters had Koba and we spent a couple of hours in there for the sake of killing time.
I was so bloated with the additional desserts eaten all due to my greediness
I just can't resist FOOD!!
I don't wished to mention how I got those desserts=x
That's embarrassing.
=x =x =x
---
After Koba-ing, realised that it's not yet 2pm.
Decided to go to the last storey babycare-room to have our chit-chat talk as usual.
Found that there were people inside
Me and ahyin did something so secretly but also openly
And we get to found out that the people inside are some of our school students
That's definitely reflected how badly and ah-lian-ly our school students are
Hais~
Hackcare lerhs.

Begged ahhui to accompany us to the bbc and at last she somehow said okies...
That's great!
But abit guilty to always ask her to accompany us but ended up her always sat at a corner so lonely
no one to chat with and nothing for her to do
No different as wasting her time
Seemed like we are using her to look after of our bags, instead.
But please don't mistaken, we don't have this thoughts...
Really.
Sorry again.
Played a couple of childish-games while waiting for the guys, but to be exact, waiting for the basketball.
They aren't that important to us cos they ain't treating us like that too.
So what for??
Bleah...
I can't believe Ahhui played with us too.
So cooperate though it was us who forced her to play=x
Hahas.
Anyway, I really appreciate that.
---
Tha basketball finally came rolling to us and we started playing
Ahyin damn lame, that's all I have to say about her.
Had a match with James, Yaocong and Thiam seng.
That's wasn't boyish at all.
That's a niangniang game.
Wth.
When has basketball turned to become a girlish game??
Hahas.
Missing someone while playing...
Hais~
We have to again approach people to play with us
We are so pathetic...
But thanks God this time round they were some students from our school
and that we all knew each other at start
and I didn't encountered any embarrassment like last time.
Hurt my thumb.
James threw the ball to I-duno-who and I managed to snatch it but ended up hurting my thumb
I bear with the pain as I am afraid being called as vase, but indeed I am not.
Too, I wanted to continue mahs.
Walao, the pain was so unbearable, I almost cry out.
Painful time a million times.
My beloved hands.
Injured I-duno-how-many-times.
I hardly can bounce the ball with my injured hand but I still managed to.
But ended up causing more pain to it.
That resulted in me not even able to wash my lingerine my own.
Wth...
Oppsi~ What did I just said???
Nvm...

Someone once said these
'I make sure there is no next fault le'
'I sumpa play wif yu all de(next time)'
and alot more.
I still saved these messages as I still hold hopes within the person I am refering to
Hais~
I really have to say this
Having to promise something you cannot and unable to deliver is the greatest downfall you can ever have

Those bananas are like usual
No more disappointments, thanks God.
But ignorance for now.
Well, asking for beating.
Hahas.
Ignorance, that's what I got today.
I miss the old days.
But I know myself,
I can now only miss but not hope that it will happen again.
To be honest, I am not at all having fun today.
Those smiles on my face
Are nothing but fake
I am not happy and I am not enjoying myself, definitely.
I don't know the actual reason to why is it so.
Maybe there's a reason, maybe there isn't.
'他们终于有人陪了'
This is what Ahhui told me what she heard from those bananas.
I am surprised and of course angry of what they had said.
I knew at once they were refering to us
No doubts.
Sounded like they have been 'entertaining' us so unwillingly
and now that we have some other friends to play with
They are 'freed' by us.
Wth.
I hate it...
And I can't take it any longer.
Done*

To someone:
Please God for now,
no promises whatsoever between us.
是我想的太多，
这一切的一切都只是我的幻想而已。
从头到尾，
都是我自己在伤害我自己，
你一点错都没有。
放心，
我不会怪罪与你。
I promised myself no more to cling on you.
I don't wish to too.
To DDNV:
To recorrect of what I said before.
We ain't drifting apart.
From start, we are always far apart.

20th Sept
The entry is too long.
I think I just have to continue tomorroww for my posttoday.
Paisei.
One more thing,
my thumb hurt alot.
Argh.
The pain is killing me and I have to type so much.
And also,
stop saying that I am a HORNY,
I am not, you are!!!

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