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thatgurl
♥ V I O L A
♥thatgurl named viola is mie
thatgurl_2707@hotmail.com
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Birthday on 27th July 2014
163cm tall (hopefully taller:])
ex-changkatian
ex-temasekpian
currently-working-FT-@Gov=]

WISHES&WANTS♥
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My Needs
a. Office-use Laptop (Or for Gaming=X)
b. Room Refurbishment
My Wants
1.A good job
2.Enroll to Uni for Degree
3.Apple iPod Nano
The Impossibles!
i.Eat all the foods in the world(Wah!)
ii.Sing until I die
iii.Enjoy Life♥


LOVES♥
  • BASKETBALL<3<3<3
  • FOOD<3<3
  • Music
  • Photograhy
  • Learning:)
  • Reading
  • Comics cum love stories
  • Love storybooks
  • Sports
  • Animals
  • Shopping
  • Exploring new things
  • WORLD PEACE!V-.-V
HATESN
  • Fakers
  • Selfish Kia
  • Girls that flirts & acts weak
  • Bias people
  • Being neglected
  • People who look down on me
  • 没良心 没心肝 没血没泪 的人
  • Smokers
  • Hypocrites
  • Unfairness
  • Injustice
  • Inequality
  • Discrimination
September 18, 2008
@ 20:27

Firstly, I really want to say this to all my loves~
I am so grateful, happy, relieved, touched
to have you all by my side
I really love all of you sososo much than any word can shows
I reallyreallyreally do
Including Changkat, of course
All of you are my lovers:)
Never must you guys forget me
As I won't too!!!

Today paper was such a non-exam paper
Maybe because it was the last paper, and all my nervous-ness have flew away to I-duno-where
and I don't felt like I am sitting an examination
and instead I thought it was a drawing+scribble-ing(thks, mande) on my foolscape kinduff test or some sorts of normal hacking-care assessment to do.
Everyone starts to go on dreaming journey like so fast and steady
Yongwei especially...
Paper starts at 8.00am(2hr) and if I'm not wrong he was found sleeping soundly at 8.30am
Idol sia~ worst then me and Ahyin
He was like came for sleeping and taht's the whole main point
Ahyin, we got opponent lerhs.
Hahs.
I wasn't sleeping abit at all.
Don't have the mood to.
Therefore I spent 1hour 'designing'+'decorating' my 'beautiful' foolscape
Mr Koh, Mr Ho, Mrs Chen, 4e3 POA teacher all saw my drawing.
I felt like one of the art student drawing.
Okayy, that's lame.
I drew a sunset scene but ended up pathetic state
The Ahhui and hannie thought I was drawing a monster instead, bleah.
That's ridiculous
Sunset=monster???
Asking for beating from me~
Mrs Chen was kinduff disappointed(though, she didn't show it out, but I can see it)
when she flipped through my work and saw a 15marks question
being answered by me with only a 2 statements answers.
Sorry, I swear this won't happen during O' levels
I will memorise the whole textbook, hopefully.

I brought my comby today
Exactly the same one
Happy~
Strolled around eastpoint with Ahhui for I-duno-how-long
And saw this newly-opened Sony ericsson's 'shop'
Took a look inside and 'explore' the different newly-launched cellphones
Many I like, many I love, many I want to own...
I fall in love with 5 of them and realised that phones are getting more and more tech-ed these days
So high-tech for what??
But that's what people want-bahs.
That's this very pretty-and-cute-and-small-and-handy phone I wanna intro
I forgot the number-code for it.
Planned to bring mannie and ahyin go checkitout tomorrow
=]
Speaking of tomorrow,
most likely will be playing my-long-time-no-play basketball
lend ball from friend then play ourselves with ahyin and mannie
Hopefully, Ahhui will accompany us watch us play=]
I don't want get myself sank into any disappointment anymore or once more
Therefore, I am not carrying any hopes with me
I am tried of asking and approaching
That's all~
I am not hinting anything, bleah, sian.

Ahyin said something and lead me to disappointment again
I hate disappointment yet I am always encountering it.
I am not trying to force you guys to always be with me and place me in the centre of attention
I am just afraid our friendship will get blander and blander some day
when everyone have their attention diverted to somebody you yourself think is more important
To me-Friendship always come first
Remember me saying this??
First-Flower Second-Star Third-love
That's just my point of view...
I wouldn't take that into heart or any deeper consideration to letting it go or not.
It's not a decision, it's a choice
It's ain't a choice, it's personal preferences
I understood
I do~
I love you guys.
Face fact, Sq.
You're the only one left on the shelf.

The sun was broiling and I am sweating as if I am bathing
Reached home and have a cold-bath
Relax-ing~
Watched this movie at HBO that was entitled 'CLICK'
Go check it out.
It's extremely feelingful+meaningful+touching+emotional(thks, ahhui)+close-to-family
It's a show I specially wanted to 'make' and intro ahhui and ahyin to watch if there's chances
It's about the importance of family
I am not being ironic as sarcastism ain't detected(thks, alvin)
Hahas.
Deeper meaning not detected.
While and after I watched, my tears just flow like nobody business.
Sobb, I broken up with my boyfriend~
Hahas, kidding+joking=x
I am just so emotional towards movies and drama
Oppsi, being dramatic...

I am definitely scared AGAIN by the msn-going-to-close-down-mails
Sent by shaun...him again
Because of my extreme discomfort-ness and worrying-ness
I even called ahyin to ask her the same thing again to make sure and get things clear
Me: Ahyin, Msn izzit really closing down now?
Her: No larhs...(sian-ing mood)
Me: But this time is like real sia, the email says derhs.
Her: These types of mails all like that derhs, all says is real but is not.
Me: (Still very worried) I send you see
Her: Aiyohs, fake derh larhs
Me: Really horhs? I very scared.
That's all about it bahs.
Me lazy type the whole conversation out=x
lazy pig, like someone says so.

Siman:
Sorry again for what I said today
I am just joking and I didn't thought that you are going to take it so seriously
Don't you understand that me is always joking with things?
Why you like suddenly so agitated with me joking?
Abit scary.
I felt guilty towards ahyin
She got to face the 'scoldings' when it should be me
Sorry ahyin.
Again, blame it all on me

To ahyin:
Please don't get so pissed off with matters that we shouldn't be overreacting with
Lately, everyone seems to get so easily work up with things I am just joking with or just simple mentioning
Why is it so??
So scary, so zhuai, so zai~
Don't be so zhuai as you looked like as if you wanna cry or wanna slap and hit me hard(let's cat-fight. hahs)
I am terribly frightened by you guys these days.
But thanks God I am still here to stablizes the situation and preventing it from getting worse
Heiheihei, you guys can't live without benxiaojie=]
I am the reason of peace and harmony, wahahaha...
Just blame it all on me as I am partly(to be exact, big protion of it) responsible of the 'conflicts' and unhappiness between it.
It's all started with me and my stupid direct and-just-say-it-out character.
Sorry. loves<3
Last but definitely not the least,
you owe me a cup of bubbletea and I still rememberd it clearly.
I even save the message=x

To hannie:
You owe me lunchie too!!

Thought of this yester-night
Find it cool and steady
lets fall in love
lets kiss with nerves
lets cry in tears
lets die in curves

Someone and someone's girl is irritated by someone
Hope they aren't refering to benxiaojie
Really worried

I am seriously not wanting any of you to follow my steps, views and perceptions
of seeing this world,
though it would be better of course.
But I personally also don't wish that you guys to develop this mind concept
as it will be no longer yourself
and instead will be sees as you are trying be be like me
Byebye~
Nites and dreams to all=]
loves<3

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