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♥thatgurl named viola is mie
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Birthday on 27th July 2014
163cm tall (hopefully taller:])
ex-changkatian
ex-temasekpian
currently-working-FT-@Gov=]
WISHES&WANTS♥
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My Needs
a. Office-use Laptop (Or for Gaming=X)
b. Room Refurbishment
My Wants
1.A good job
2.Enroll to Uni for Degree
3.Apple iPod Nano
The Impossibles!
i.Eat all the foods in the world(Wah!)
ii.Sing until I die
iii.Enjoy Life♥
LOVES♥
- BASKETBALL<3<3<3
- FOOD<3<3
- Music
- Photograhy
- Learning:)
- Reading
- Comics cum love stories
- Love storybooks
- Sports
- Animals
- Shopping
- Exploring new things
- WORLD PEACE!V-.-V
HATESN
- Fakers
- Selfish Kia
- Girls that flirts & acts weak
- Bias people
- Being neglected
- People who look down on me
- 没良心 没心肝 没血没泪 的人
- Smokers
- Hypocrites
- Unfairness
- Injustice
- Inequality
- Discrimination
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September 16, 2008
@ 17:03
Firstly and most importantly, I want to say this loud and clearI really want to bang my head on the walland make myself believe that you guys actually got what I meaned in the first placeEveryone seems to be misinterpreting my actual meanings of what I said and the message I try to pass...Can I dotdotdotz the whole thing all the way??Oh My Tian. For goodness sake.Let me just repeat myself using summary form of writing.Was my style of presenting my words and feelings so hard and difficult for a perfectly normal person to understand??There's not much of the Singlish and I expect total understanding and clearance of what I said.Aiyoyohs. Nvm.To Mannie:Not much as she isn't the one I am 'worrying' with.Just take care and pleasepleaseplease divert your attention all to O'devils for the time being.Just bear with it for awhile.Don't get too carry away with coughcough as it is now a critical time for you and me=]Jiayou!!Agreed. Love is indeed complicated only in some various ways.hahas.To Ah yin:Can I box you right in your face??You this blurish queen~Don't know who say so confirmlyand surely that her life has no more of the word 'aiqing'??But you seemed to be the one with the most emotional-lity when it comes to 'aiqing'.Horhs...Mannie...I bet you agree with my statement.I swear I am not trying to mock at you or force you to practice what you preachand get your 'wrongdoings' clearBut to remind(thks, aloy!) you that you had somehow did the opposite of what you said.Nvm.I won't be so narrow-minded with such things.Hahas.To Ahahahahahahahahahuiyalah:You are the main big reason why I got to bang my head against the wall.You had and always been misinterpreting what I actually meaned yarhs.Haiyoyohs.---HeiheiheiNot that I finished my paper fast and find it chicken nuggets or feets so that I got so much time to sleep and starts my dreaming journey to lalaland,But that I left like half the whole papers blank and it isn't something good to be mention aboutI stared at the blanksssssssss and Mrs Chen even thought I had finished my paper when I haven't actually even started on it. Oppsi~Abit, to be exact, felt extremely guilty to YOU, MR HO BENG KIAW, JUNYIN, MS NG and alot moreYou guys been there when I face difficulties in Maths, especially, and trying your very best(hopefully) to get me to understand why I can't get the answers right and teaching me more than what the class knows.I really appreciated all the things and knowledge you all gave.But I seemed to never failed to disappoint you guys again and again with my -never have improvements- results.Sorry, man.I haven't give up hopes so don't you guys give up hopes on my maths.I LOVE MATHS, I REALLY DO!!!Sigh~I am praying for an A1.I want to transform dreams into realities and you guys are the pole of my encouragement.Wahahas.siala.You all like God like that sia.sian.I am praising you guys lehs.---Let me start by telling you I am not disaccepting your attitudeI am not!!!Haiyohs~I am just telling and showing, and that's all, really.Don't get the wrong ideas, please.You ain't thinking negatively, you are living life negatively...You ain't exaggerating your sadness, you are focusing and highlighting them...It's not how you feel but how you think you feel...By the bigbigbig way, I didn't meaned that I am comparing or you areBut that you are always-seemed to-comparing those weirdweird stuffs like ahyin always does.Who is more sad-er than who?Who is more unluckier than who?Who is more glassy than who?Who is more being neglected than who?Who is more piti-er than who?Am I right than these above are somethings you guys been comparing with??Hahas.Okies, take it that all these are true and indeed there are in you(that's how you actually felt, isn't it??)But why can't you guys stop comparing negative things??Abit weird sia.Hahas.Don't scold me horhs, that's what I feel.Hahas.I AM NOT NEGLECTING MY SADNESS NEITHER AM I FORCING MYSELF TO BE HAPPY WHEN I AM NOT!!!Bangbangbang. someone please shot me. someone please kill me.I am just diverting my attention to the better things in life rather than be a wood to keep staring and thinking about things that will only dampen my mood.Okies.Then you all are doing the opposite way.YOU GUYS-somehow-ARE NEGLECTING YOUR HAPPINESS AND FORCING YOURSELF TO CRY WHEN YOU CAN HAVE SMILES!!!I win liao, kiddingkidding.I am indeed much more fortunate than many others as I have a better mindset of what to think and what to not.Most importantly, I can comfort myself when I am sad and others too.Hahas.Thar's a strength bahs...hopefully it is.Aiyohs.I can give no more advice but to suggest you to look things and life in a brighter and better ways.Alamaks.When I am sad, cry it out.When I am happy, laugh it loud.That's what you said.But horhs, I am those that have more anger towards thingsRarely sadness.Mostly disppointment and injustice treatments.These alone can't really make me sad in a way.Unless...Someone lied to me. or broken a promise.That's when I wanna cry...I am always happy, at least till now.I do laugh out loud, and I never fail to.Sometimes, I even got scolded for laughing.WTH...But one more thing...Did I ever complained about you guys or Changkat.?I AM ACTUALLY SCOLDING AND CORRECTING AND CURSING(For Changkat's sake)I seldom complain as complains don't really brings you to anywhere except to your own satisfaction.Don't get the words mixed up...horhs...Heiheihei, once more.I am reallyreallyreally not trying in anyways to stop you from writing your thoughts and feelings.Please don't misunderstand my intentions.I want bangbangbang my head against everything now.That's all I can remember as to what to say.It's sure a long one.Sorry, mdm.I screwed my Chemistry and Maths paper2 today.I bet a million bucks that I will sure fail badly and terribly for the papers I took today.It's a bad day.Can anything get worse than failing??I slept during the paper and I felt somehow uncomfortable when looking at Changkat.
I immediately turned another side and realised I somehow lose interest in looking at him.Am I starting to coughcoughcough him??I really hoped so not.I had something in mind to say so badly but I just find it so hard to express in words and write them down.I think I shall just let it be and who knows maybe one day I get it written in one of my daily entries.Okies, that's for all today.Gotta get to the study desk and bury my head into Physics(with my eyes and brain close, oppsi)Hopefully, I get a borderline fail.Hais.Byebye guys.Loves<3Labels: I am makng life better for myself, not more difficult
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