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thatgurl
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♥thatgurl named viola is mie
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Birthday on 27th July 2014
163cm tall (hopefully taller:])
ex-changkatian
ex-temasekpian
currently-working-FT-@Gov=]

WISHES&WANTS♥
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My Needs
a. Office-use Laptop (Or for Gaming=X)
b. Room Refurbishment
My Wants
1.A good job
2.Enroll to Uni for Degree
3.Apple iPod Nano
The Impossibles!
i.Eat all the foods in the world(Wah!)
ii.Sing until I die
iii.Enjoy Life♥


LOVES♥
  • BASKETBALL<3<3<3
  • FOOD<3<3
  • Music
  • Photograhy
  • Learning:)
  • Reading
  • Comics cum love stories
  • Love storybooks
  • Sports
  • Animals
  • Shopping
  • Exploring new things
  • WORLD PEACE!V-.-V
HATESN
  • Fakers
  • Selfish Kia
  • Girls that flirts & acts weak
  • Bias people
  • Being neglected
  • People who look down on me
  • 没良心 没心肝 没血没泪 的人
  • Smokers
  • Hypocrites
  • Unfairness
  • Injustice
  • Inequality
  • Discrimination
September 22, 2008
@ 20:41

CHUA JIA HUI,
thatgurl just LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOVE you so much!!!
Though you don't really-perhaps sometimes-understand what I think exactly
But you always get to speak out my mind when I can't even express my thoughts and feelings into writing words.
LOVE YOU SO MUCH!!!
You have been saying out things that have been kept deep inside my heart for so long and hard for me to say it out.
You always left me with the replies like
'That's exactly what I wanna say'
'My same sentiments'
'That's what I always thought'
Oh dear.
My tian.
You wrote this in your blog leaving me once again with that stunning expression
'You just got what I wanna say!'
When guys don't take the initiative,
don't make a first move about the matter
because it will only make it feel like you want it
Can I love you anymore deeper than now?

To my sayang Ahyin:
No offences for me saying all this, really no offences.
I rather you say you 重色轻友 than you saying you don't but did to show you do afterall.
Hope you get what I meaned.
You had been complaining-at least in the past and you have nothing to deny- how bad and selfish am I for not asking you guys along for the everymon-studytogether with cedrick and friends.
But why don't you try thinking aren't you doing the same old thing right now???
Had you finally know the aspect for my reasons to it?
At least for your sake, I 'notified' you to where and who I am going to study with
but did you ever, for once, even bother to bring it up infront of me and ahhui for who and where you are studying with and at?
Dear sayang, I know the reasons to why as I have been through all these.
At that time of mine, you haven't been through it that's why you have a different aspect of seeing my attitude towards it.
I won't hold you for any blames, of course
just that I want you to know my thoughts towards of what you are doing now
that was what I done before in the past.
You aren't repeating, you are making it worse and sounded terrible to me.
Have I ever blamed on you for not 'notifying' me?
Just that I don't like the way you claim to dislike my actions but later on repeating it yourself and not having to change it like you wanted me to.
I bet you don't catch a word I said.
Alamak.
Oh dear.
To be honest and to speak the truth,
ahhui and I always get to know you and siman later-on plans not by the telling of you guys
But by your cannot-hide-enthusiam and by what is so-damn-obvious
That's sounded rather pathetic for us both.
Too, It's disappointing.
I can for sure list out a whole page of the 'examples' but I am afraid you might not get what I wrote.
Haiyohs~
It's better to write now all in an entry then to 'fight' for manymany entries.
When you asked me who and where did I met my friend on some-one-day,
I told you everything.
But aiyohs, you don't even know him tell you also no use mahs.
But so, I still told you, and that's what a friend should do, shouldn't she?
However, when it come to me asking you,
you refused to -not always, but sometimes-to tell me anything.
I dislike it when you try to change the topic to another unrelated subject.
I got something to say,
You never ask and how would you ever know?
Now that I have open my mouth and ask(just now in the afternoon) for the location of where are you guys but what I got was nothing but disappointment.
(I am seriously not either curious or whatsoever to know where are you actually, I am just testing your faith and whether are you delivering what you promised-You ask, I will say)
I got an answer, and non answer answer.
Got HANGED by my sayang-you=[
You REFUSED to say.
REFUSED!!!
I almost cry out but I get to control myself as Ahhui was infront and it wasn't an appropriate timing.
Sowie. Irfan used up my tissue and I can't afford to cry without it. Argh.
I got so much to say but they are stuck behind my brain.
Sorry, dear.
Promising something you cannot and unable to deliver is the greatest downfall a person can ever encounter.

To mannie:
I am not again trying to interfere, really.
Jiahui asked me today to stand in your shoes and think for you.
But that's because I think of you as my friend therefore I have been giving you two advices but it seemed that not only you two didn't heed my advices,
you guys just totally disregard it existence.
My dear, that's hurting.

To both of my sayangs:
During recess, remembering me mentioning that my heart is breaking?
I am not pretending or trying to exaggerate any things you guys did to me.
I am for real.
I am really sad and disappointed of the ways you shown me your happiness(unfortunately, not because of friendship) without wanting to tell me.
I will not put a brave front showing that I am not at all affected.
I am affected, and that's for real.
You guys knew for long the thing that hurt me most is me encountering disappointment from the person I cared most.
But you guys are disappointing me not once but manymany times without having the shown of wanting to give a change to it.
Babes, I just want you both to know.
This time, you hurt me deep out my soul.

DDNV:
:DDD
That's quite surprising for me knowing that you understood me from in and out.
You becoming the best, man!

Xuhan:
Thanks alot for the lunchie!!!

There's a start, there's a end??
Been thinking about this just now.
是不是应为我害怕跌倒，所以不敢学走？
是不是应为我害怕失去，所以不敢拥有？
或许吧。
hahas.
Saw it from one of the 7pm drama just now.
Just watched the last episode,
Nice and touching.

Mum's nagging like hell now and indirectly hinting me to shut down.
And that's what the hell.
I have alot more to say.
Posting the two poems that lead to crying during my mock and prelims tomorrow, hopefully I got the time to do that.
=]
I love all my sayangs and dears<3<3<3
Nites and swit dreams.

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