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thatgurl
V I O L A
♥thatgurl named viola is mie
thatgurl_2707@hotmail.com
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Birthday on 27th July 2014
163cm tall (hopefully taller:])
ex-changkatian
ex-temasekpian
currently-working-FT-@Gov=]

WISHES&WANTS♥
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My Needs
a. Office-use Laptop (Or for Gaming=X)
b. Room Refurbishment
My Wants
1.A good job
2.Enroll to Uni for Degree
3.Apple iPod Nano
The Impossibles!
i.Eat all the foods in the world(Wah!)
ii.Sing until I die
iii.Enjoy Life♥


LOVES
  • BASKETBALL<3<3<3
  • FOOD<3<3
  • Music
  • Photograhy
  • Learning:)
  • Reading
  • Comics cum love stories
  • Love storybooks
  • Sports
  • Animals
  • Shopping
  • Exploring new things
  • WORLD PEACE!V-.-V
HATESN
  • Fakers
  • Selfish Kia
  • Girls that flirts & acts weak
  • Bias people
  • Being neglected
  • People who look down on me
  • 没良心 没心肝 没血没泪 的人
  • Smokers
  • Hypocrites
  • Unfairness
  • Injustice
  • Inequality
  • Discrimination
August 25, 2008
@ 19:32

Truly, surely, obviously, painfully,
I HATE YOU CHANGKAT!!!
My hearts bleeds when I see you purposely avoiding me(all times)
Hey man, I am obviously not an idiot in any ways
It's so obvious that you are actually avoiding and escaping eye contact with me
Is the floor really full of gold or what?!
Is the ground craved with beautiful structures of your beloved woman or what?!
Or are you just blinding staring into the blank and really ignoring my existence?!
I find it meaningless/pointless/stupid/cowardly
and of course HURTING!!!
Coward is the only word (seemed so) I can think of to discribe you
If there's something else,
it's sure loser or shit...
I can't believe what I am saying now
'swearing' to the guy I soooooooooooo love
wth...
I just can't stay it this way
HE SUCKS TO THE CORE!!!
I shall stop talking about this idiot for now
I'm just so tired
and he is just so barbarious
idiot~

Came across with something just now
Felt like saying 'I am sorry too'
hais~
Life isn't that great for me these couple of days
I know perfectly what a situation I am now in
blurish/slacking state
Oh man...
Currently, I'm really in a very indecisive condition
I just don't know when and what to study/revise for my upcoming MAJOR examinations
My mind just can't concentrate
and I am like in the process of making myself go crazy just by thinking
What the hack am I going through now???
I am suppose to do what I am suppose to do
I am like doing nothing at this point of time
except to think and not do it
...I am so tired
sososososososo need S.O.S
hais~

On my way home today
I came arcoss with this little cute girl
who was being carried up the bus by her mother
She sat beside me and she was making alot of noises
Intially, I was so being irritated
But after awhile, I find these nosies to become musics
Nice calm musics that lightens up my day
I came to realise that it's always good to be a child
with no stress, no sadness, no pain.
Suddenly, I felt so envy,
so much that I want so badly to be back in the state of being a child
A child who is so gullible and has nothing to worry about
Just enjoyment and fun
I am just so jealous with her
Boy, I want so badly my yester-years when I am still a child in my mother's arms
Being well protected and taken care of
Now, all these seems to gone
forever
CHEERUP!!! CHEERUP!!!

During Mother tongue class today (spending my time in the library instead)
I came arcoss this book(yup, I read today)
and I saw this sentence which I really agreed with
and I like to share
Hope it is useful to some
It's okay to be you.
As a matter of fact, being you is the only person you will be good at being.
Cherish the 'you' God created.
Believe in yourself; recognize your own worth.
Joy and peace grow out of feeling competent and confidence.
The whole main point of me writing this down
is to and want to encourage people out there
to be themselves rather than to try to be someone else
'To be yourself is to be perfect'

As for today, I suppose I did something terrible to JUNYIN
Sorry, man,
After the thing, I was reflecting myself
Felt abit gulity
Hais~
She hurt herself as when 'fighting' with me
She just won't let me take a small peep into that 'emo journal'
though I got to see in the end
By 'exchanging' with some 'informations' which is truly unreliable as the provenance is so questionable
Hahas.
Why am I feeling gultiy?
that's a good question
I wrote 4 'journals' in the past 4 years and I never once let either of them(4rs) see
I know surely that's privacy
I think that I am intruding her privacy though she allowed me to
But it was kinduff a threat
Hais~
All I can say is SORRY, man.
She drew something which I truly can't understand and can't get the meaning of it
I knew that there's a deeper meaning in it
But seriously, I don't feel like wanting to understand what she was drawing
I am a literature student
I can always see meaning that are hiden inside
It's just to see whether or not I am in a mood to further stretch my understanding to the picture itself
I just don't feel like to
MAN, it's kinduff not myself today
And why is this so???

男人女人
许茹芸&阿穆隆


爱爱爱爱了几回
也明白其中滋味
付出的从来不会等于收回
我却还在等待着谁能出现

伤伤伤伤了几回
也曾经为爱憔悴
爱情里好人总比坏人狼狈
我却还是学不会狠心对谁

Corus:
男人男人 多希望你是好人
多希望用你的真
让我不必再心疼
女人女人 我答应做个好人
我答应用我一生
来换你的快乐一生

男人男人
女人女人
多么希望你是对的人

I have deep feelings for song specially
the lyrics touches my heart deeply and is just what I feel
It's about the promises both sides give each other
The girl wants love from the guy
and the guy promises to give her happiness for life
Especially the corus
hais~
Don't feel like saying...

There's alot actually=]
'Apologize' is one of them
Putting up the lyrics some other day(hopefully)

Someone once told me this
A smile a day, keeps sadness away
But I replied
A laughter a day, darkness away, sunshine awake

By the way, specially to huihuinie(opps)
there's a quote I once wrote in my previous entry which she didn't managed to see
So now I shall rewrite it as I am so proud of it
Hahas
:
It was drizzling just now and suddenly feel like saying this
Let the rain wash away all my sadness and pain
Leaving me with nothing but a better change
Nice horhs?
hehes
I thought it myself derhs sia.
I know I am a pro.
BTW, I saw that guy again
He took my order for today and I just can't hide my laughter
Kept laughing all the way
I am just so glad to meet him again
just so glad~

End here for today
Sorry for this EXTREMELY longlong entry
Be patient while reading
hahas.
Goodnite to everyone=]=]=]

my heart is with you ; 19:32;